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( whoa... )
I may be from Texas... but I do not have sex on haystacks!
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[25 Aug 2003|05:29pm] |
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I'm ready to update about something... okay no, I'm not. I know I haven't really been around and I'm sorry to all my friends that I left. I had a few things here that needed to be taken care of. But everything is all good now. My work stuff is all fixed and it's all good!
Hung out with a friend of mine yesterday. He kicks ass, I don't know why we haven't hung out before. It was good to talk to someone who understands me and see where I'm comin' from.
This isn't much of an update at the moment but, oh well. ;P I'm a brat, I know.
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[23 Aug 2003|06:56pm] |
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I HAVE 8 WORDS FOR YOU PEOPLE...
I AM NOT DATING CARSON DALY!!!!
Thank you
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[30 Jul 2003|01:05pm] |
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[ New layout thanks to Avril-shaped. ]
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[28 Jul 2003|10:56am] |
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It's so great to be back home! I'm in Texas, visiting my family and getting away from everything. I need time to clear my head and just think about shit. You know? I messed up, really bad. But I have to make up my mind. My sister gave me some really good advice about my situation and I'm going with it. I'm going to listen to my heart and think about what I want, no one else. But I don't want to hurt anyone in the process and that's my problem. I always put people before myself... and the one time I don't, I end up fucking everything up. So that's why I'm home and only answering the phone for certain people. They know who they are.
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[22 Jul 2003|10:05pm] |
I guess it about time I update. Huh? I took a little vacation. Just a small one, but I'm all good now. I'm home in LA, just hanging out and havin' fun. My mom and dad were up here visiting for a little while. I saw my dad like last week for the Levi's opening. He said that my mom missed me so I got a ticket to come up to LA. It was so good to see her. Of course, she asked what was going on with me and boys and all that good mom stuff. I missed talking to her about stuff. She and Jessica are the two people I trust with my entire life. Because they're family.
Speaking of my sister... she's here! I talked to her today. She's in the Hamptons for the rest of the week but she said she's coming back to LA soon, hopefully. Then we're going to hang out and catch up. I missed her like... Whoa! Jessica is like the greatest person ever. And if you don't talk to her... you should because she's the funk.
I miss my girls... Mandy, Lacey-Lee, D, Hill, and Brit. I haven't talked to them in forever. It's mostly my fault because I sorta disappeared. I have to make mine and Mandy's icon again. Hehe! I will soon, I swear. I'll do that now!... Well... not now, but soon!
xoxo
Ashlee
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[14 Jul 2003|09:45pm] |
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I _______ Ashlee.
Ashlee is_______.
Ashlee needs to _________.
I want to________ Ashlee.
If I have seen his picture(s), I think Ashlee is ____.
In one word, I would describe Ashlee as ______.
I can see Ashlee being (a)_________.
If I were alone in a room with Ashlee ___________.
Someday Ashlee will ___________.
Ashlee reminds me of ________.
Without Ashlee, my life would be _______
Ashlee can be__________.
______ is how I describe meeting Ashlee.
Worst thing about Ashlee is __________.
Best thing about Ashlee is___________.
One thing I would change about Ashlee is _________.
Ashlee needs_________.
I am ______ with Ashlee.
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[10 Jul 2003|10:55pm] |
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love: (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties. (2) : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests.
Unless there is one person that can convince me that love truly exsists and that there is one person out in the world that is meant to be with someone else. You can just find my Prince Charming, slap a stamp on his ass and send him to my door because I'm done looking. Because if love was valuable, and so precious people wouldn't toy with someone else's love.
As for everyone who's having problems... I'm not going to mention a name but when he reads this, he knows, I'm talking to him. I've said it before... you deserve someone who wants to stick with you through thick and thin, you need someone who's going to wait 'til late at night just to call you after a show to tell you how much they love you or how much you mean to them. You need a girl who would never toy with your heart for her own personal advantage.
Ashlee
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[03 Jul 2003|07:29pm] |
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Ian and I broke up. He's ready for a commitment that I'm not ready for... I'm 18 years old. I want a serious relationship... but I'm not ready to think about marriage or a family. I'm just getting started on my career and I'm just figuring out what it is that I want. I care about Ian, part of me always will. But I don't want to waste his time when he could be out there finding that girl that wants all those things that he wants. And I really do hope he finds that girl.
xoxo
Ashlee
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[28 Jun 2003|02:39pm] |
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okay... since i'm in such a great mood. and i'm feeling a lot better than i was last night. i was confused and stupid and my friends are the greatest people in the entire world.
kim you're the best. thanks for staying on the phone with me last night while i went insane. i don't know what i would have done if you weren't there.
mandy you're always here when i need you, "we're like two trippin' peas in a farout pod!" cheesecake!
lacey lee i miss you! i haven't talked to you in litte while it's all gravy, you know i love you.
elisha you need to come visit me! i miss you!
billy ian owes you some money... hah! you homewrecker, my brudder! <3
i'm done with my shout-outs. if you're not here, you know i love you... my mind is just all over the place right now. <3
xoxo
( All About Me! )
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[27 Jun 2003|11:30pm] |
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okay, so my week was very eventful! well, not really but i'm a happy girl. i'm not mad at eric, anymore. some things aren't meant to be and it's sad that things happened the way that they did. but now i'm with ian and i'm happy. he cares about me... and he even talked to my sister before asking me out. which was really sweet. i'm taking my time with him, i don't want history to repeat itself and i'd like for this relationship to last.
aside from the sappy stuff... i have my girls. i love them!
mandy, lacey lee, and kim, i'm so sorry that we haven't been keeping in touch lately. you're still my best friends and i love you to death, i swear nothing will ever tear us apart. cheescake for everyone!
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[21 Jun 2003|04:58pm] |
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okay, my loves! <3
aim: ooo its ashlee love it. use it. abuse it.
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[20 Jun 2003|10:41am] |
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Okay, it's early, I know but Billy wants me to update so he can use his new icons.
I had a really good day yesterday. I talked to my sister! I haven't talked her in like a million years. I also talked to Tonya Mitchell, who, I hate to say it guys, is my wifey. I love her like a policeman loves doughnuts. Yes, I do. So there!<3
Right now, I'm talking to Brendan and Billy. If MTV still had that Becoming show. We were gonna be Jay-Z and Beyonce. -Nods.-
xoxo,
Ashlee
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[19 Jun 2003|11:08am] |
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I feeling a lot better. Thanks to my friends. Mandy, Lacey Lee, Elisha, Brittany M., Jenna, Jason, Tyson, Dan, and Nick. You guys rock like WHOA! I'm supposed to go to the beach today with Jenna. She's cool. I'm happy that she and I are getting to know each other.
Nick stopped by yesterday, I asked him to come over and cheer me up. And he did. He's really sweet and SO funny.
Anyway, I have things I have to do before I go to the beach.
xoxo,
Ashlee
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[18 Jun 2003|09:08am] |
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So... last night, my week went up Shit's Creek. Yes... guys suck. 100%... I'm swearing off relationships for a really long time. And if there is someone who can convince me otherwise... give it your best shot because there is no pass-through this icy exterior.
-Sighs, pushing golden strands of hair away from her face.-
I need Mandy, my mom, my sister, Lacey, Elisha, Melissa, Diana, and cheesecake. LOTS OF CHEESECAKE.
xoxo,
Ashlee
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[17 Jun 2003|11:27pm] |
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Okay... this is a corny update. But I said I'd do it so I will...
Daniel Miller is go fawkin' great! I love him like he loves jelly doughnuts!
-Giggles and does a dance!-
Oh hell yeah!
xoxo,
Ashlee
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[17 Jun 2003|06:55pm] |
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I'm in LA, staying with Eric for a little while, then I'm gonna head back to New York. I'm supposed to hang out with Jenna Dewan soon, I'm actually talking to her right now. She's so sweet. -Nod.-
Anyway, LA is great. It feels good just to get away from things for a while... I'm overworked and I could use the vaction. I have my cellphone with me so anyone needs me, feel free to give me a ring.
Ashlee
*Edit* I love you, Mandy! -Hands her a cheesecake!-
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Well, I'm sitting in my hotel room. Packing up because, I found an apartment. I'm not staying in a hotle room for the entire summer. I can't do that. I need to have my own space and I'm tired of my things going missing. But anyway! I dunno if you people read, but I dissed Joey Fatone like, whoa. Yes, people. That was my doing and you know what... I'm glad I did it.
-Nods. Running her finger through golden blonde waves.-
Mandy, my sweet pea! <3, you're like the other half of my pea pod! I love you like no other, you're like my sister. eventhoughihaveone I'm gonna go back home to LA soon! Well... I'll try, ASAP!
Okay! Well, I'm just packing my things and moving into my apartment in the Hamptons! Oh yeah!
-Jumps up and dances around! Then takes a seat back at her laptop.-
I'm good, I swear. People better show me some comment love! Well... if not me... then my puppy!
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[07 Jun 2003|12:46pm] |
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I'm back in New York. I've been here for like two days now. Just laying low and talking to my friends... Nick came to visit, he left the next afternoon. Well... he left my hotel 'cause I let him stay a night with me. I have no clue where he is now, but I hope he's okay.
-Sighs, running her fingers through her hair. Hugging her knees to her chest.-
It's raining, I'm probably gonna get dressed and just drive around. Maybe go to the dance studio and work off some tension. I'm thinking about getting an apartment here. I'm gonna be here all summer I might as well make myself comfortable.
-Smiles looking through her comments.-
Emily Vancamp got a journal. You guys better show her a little love!
*Shout-Outs*
Lacey Lee & Mandy - You rock my socks like WHAT! You're the bestest ever! I don't see why people would ever think that you'd use someone. Neither of you are like that and I love you both.
Kim - If he wants to hump you leg, then you know he's the one! -Laughs!- You make me lick my screen!
Korina - You are such a sweetheart! I hope your mom is okay!
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